Tonight is a night of "Studying vs. Working" posts.
When I was a student, everything was Black and White, Nice and Light.
When I am working, everything is Grey, Heavy and Suffocating.
When I am studying and working at the same time, I flit between the two and the constant comparison makes Grey even more difficult to bear. So I try to escape.
I know it is not yet time and I still have lots to learn, but everyday, I feel like a prisoner. There really is nothing bad about my situation - it just feels wrong.
So wrong that it is difficult to bear.
Not sure if anybody understands what I'm saying, but never mind if nobody does.
That is all.