Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!


Festive seasons are always nice because there is a nice, happy, I-don't-have-to-work, I'm-completely-FREE feeling in the air. However, there are 2 things I absolutely detest during these periods:

1) Couples. I hate seeing happy couples. If I'm not one of them, I don't like seeing them, simply because for some odd reason they give me such a heartache, I want to curl up in bed and disappear under the covers. Wrong, I don't just hate seeing them - I don't want to hear them or read about their happiness either.

2) Crowd. Self-explanatory.

Other than that, I like festive seasons, mostly because there is no work and no school.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Funny quotes

Sister wanted to fry an egg for supper. Sister asked Uncle,
Can I borrow an egg?
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I had a facial mask on

Sister: Your mole has mask on it too! Very funny
Me: Yar, the mole is like a giant blackhead.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Optimism for myself

Actually I've got a lot of things on my mind right now. Most of the things I'm feeling now are almost the same as when I was in University - a lot of uncertainty, self-doubt, self-hate, hopelessness, helplessness. It is easy to push blame onto external events or onto others, and I am starting to wonder if I am doing a little too much of that. Too much so that I now by default think I do not fault?

It is also easy to admit I am in the wrong, concentrate only on the problems and the many doubts present, and then ultimately give up (because one simply leads to the other). It is much harder to be optimistic, trust oneself and focus on the solutions. I'm so tired of the former. I don't want to do that anymore. I've faced too many fears and self-doubts in those 4 years to ever want to face them again. I don't want to let them overwhelm me again.

I WILL CARRY ON!!! I will have that strength, trust and optimism.
To those who have trusted me, thank you so much, to have allowed me to err and still be there for my next attempt, to have quietly given me support when others have told me to stop.

Monday, December 14, 2009

I'm going nuts

I am horribly sexually deprived. And the worst of it is knowing that I am deprived.

One single, indirect blow at the ear, one nuzzle near my neck and a touch and I was starting to go weak in the knees. So tempting! Just thinking about it is making me go nuts!

One part of me says "Just once. What harm could one episode do?" The logical part of me says "You know what will happen."
Unfortunately, the part of me that's drawn towards it is 100 times louder and making a lot of sense right now. It has been a long time since I've been this tempted. It is really taking all of my willpower to resist.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Orgasmic Relationships

We were talking about our viewpoints on relationships.

Me: What is the word that sounds like "sarcasm"?
Friend: Orgasm

I was looking for the word "Cynical"

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Hendri's words

I told Hendri that I had a dream last night.

I dreamed that I was smoking. I could feel the smoke in my mouth as I sucked on the cigarette and I could feel it going down my windpipe. I could even feel the irritation in my throat and windpipe and taste the bad aftertaste in my mouth.

Hendri asked, "Are you sure someone didn't blow smoke into your mouth while you were sleeping?"

Sunday, December 6, 2009

MSN nicks

Meaningful MSN nicks:

PY: I was young and naive. Now I'm not young but still naive =/
A: Learning to accept the inevitable.

Funny ones:

JH: I don't have 6 pecs... I've got Family Pecs.
H: $100 left... hmm what to spend on (me: How about my bank account)
XL: I think my internal clock has migrated to Paris
SJ: How to insert a Quo Core2 Duo into your brain?

I-don't-know-how-to-read ones:

friend 1: (insert some Korean words)
friend 2: (insert some Italian words)

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Feeling a little bit weird tonight. Maybe it's the hormones.

A little bit tired. A little bit of a need to escape.

The bottle is shaken but no water leaks.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Anime Festival Asia 2009



Out of pure coincidence and luck, I learned that the Anime Festival Asia (AFA) would be in Suntec Singapore over the weekend. To cut the long story short, I attended the event on the last day. Entrance fee was S$25, a drastic increase.Oddly, there were more cosplayers outside the hall than there were inside it.

Crowd made up of Cosplayers, photographers and people like me, at the level below the halls.


There were lots of booths inside selling and displaying comics, figurines, props, prints and posters. There were also very nice images on the wall panels, but nothing that I felt was very special. Ok, except for one of those Japanese tea-house with cute girls inside serving tea - name escaped me, and the random cosplayer around.

















Make-shift studio where people could try how it feels like, dubbing to Bleach.


As well as an area where people could draw anything:




Then of course there are the cosplayers! I was so excited at seeing cosplayers for the first time. It was like seeing anime characters on screen come alive!

Felt a little shy at first but soon I was stopping random cosplayers to take pictures of them. Whenever one cosplayer starts posing for one photographer, suddenly there will be a huge group of photographers in a semi-circle around that cosplayer. I learned not to crowd around with the other photographers because I would not be likely to get good shots, what with all the jostling and professional photographers around. Instead, I looked for cosplayers who were just sitting around, and for characters whom I recognized.

With my normal digital camera (oh god, you should have seen the number of DSLRs present there) and very horrible photo-taking technique, I managed to take some pictures (which are below and for which you may skip the follow paragraph and go straight down). Whichever character I know, I will label. The rest, I will dump into one category at the bottom. Heh.

Categorized according to anime:

Bleach

The first character I recognized the moment I stepped into the hall and asked to take a picture of, was:

Kurosaki Ichigo


Except that I felt he was too short, he had a perfectly lovely attire, mask and contact lenses. Oh god, I adore what he did to his eyes to get that exact hollow look. He was one of the best I saw there.

One very lame hollow

Kon and (maybe) Soi Fong

Kon looked fantastic while Soi Fong just looked very tired. A pity they did not attempt to stand up to pose when I asked them for a picture.

D. Gray Man
Lenalee

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

Reborn and Tsuna (Vongola X)


Another KHR group


4 Acrobalenos - Viper, Luche, Verde, Reborn


Rasiel and Belphegor

 These two were fantastic too!

Rokudo Mukuro

Eek, he's so good-looking! His eyes were really blue and red in colour and he had this long blue hair extension at the back. I practically stalked him and waited till he finished his greeting with his friend before pouncing on him for a photo!

Loveless

Ritsuka Aoyagi

Ritsuka's expression is wrong :( But he's so cute with those chains!

Naruto

Itachi Uchiha (baby version)


Kakeshi (right)
 

Power Rangers

How can we ever forget them? :P

 

Death Note



Other characters who I do not know and whose names I forgot

These two were absolutely lovely! I fell in love with them at first glance!
Anybody knows which anime are they from?


Another pair cosplaying the same characters


And this group was so elaborate as well! Gorgeous! By far the best I saw that day.
Which anime characters were they cosplaying anyway?




Who are these two supposed to be? Is he supposed to look surly?


Super cute girl in the middle. Who are they?








 

 

These two characters are awfully familiar!  I just cannot remember where I saw them!
 



That is all I have! Hope you've enjoyed the visual feast as much as I have!